Heavy Heart.

I have a heavy heart.  I am typically a pretty easy going fun loving individual that loves laughter and is always on the quest to make people laugh but as of late I am just...down.  I feel like my eyes are going to well up with tears for no apparent reason.  I feel like if given the chance I could start crying and not stop for days.  I feel lonely, alone and overwhelmed.

I need you to understand something.  I have no reason for these feelings.  I am loved.  I have a nice home with a loving family and no real issues to deal with but for some reason I just feel blue.

So, my assignment that I am giving myself today is one that my mother always gives me when I come to her with this issue.  She will say the best way to make yourself feel better is to make someone else feel better.  So, I am going to attempt to cheer up the world around me in an effort to cheer up myself.

I will report back tomorrow to let you know if it worked.