Tuesday, April 7, 2015

Monica Moore Brown

And then one day, I'll cross the river,
I'll fight life's final war with pain;
And then, as death gives way to victory,
I'll see the lights of glory and I'll know He lives!

Because He lives, I can face tomorrow,
Because He lives, all fear is gone;
Because I know He holds the future,
And life is worth the living,
Just because He lives!

They sang this song Easter morning at my church.  I have sung this song my entire life, but had never noticed the lyrics to the other verses as much as I did Easter morning.  You see I lost a friend on Easter eve.  A wonderful, beautiful friend to the horrible disease of cancer.  She had no warning.  No time to say goodbye.  She went in on Monday because of what she thought was a sinus infection.  No pain.  No signs, and by Saturday she was gone.

It is so senseless.  She is so young.  She has two boys, a senior and a freshman.  She has a daughter that is in the 5th grade.  They were her life.  She has blessed this world with 3 excellent human beings that are a beautiful light in this dark world.  They are kind, they are generous, they are good.  She has intentionally raised her children and because of her love they are a blessing to the planet.

The world lost a beautiful being on Saturday, April 4th.  Heaven gained a fantastic addition.  When things like this happen in this world I can lose sight of the ultimate goal.  I am saddened by the hopelessness and the bad things that seem to scream from every turn.

I am thankful for this song during this time of mourning because I know the lyrics are true.  I will see my friend again, and because Christ lives I have nothing to fear.

4 comments:

Unknown said...

I'm so sorry for your loss. What a tragedy! Praying for God's love to surround and fill you as you grieve. "The LORD is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit." Psalm 34:18

Stephanie McDorman said...

I'm so sorry, Erika. Beautifully said. May God comfort her family and friends like you as only He can.

Marybeth said...

Thinking of you as you say goodbye to your friend. I am so sorry. I is very difficult to see a life snuffed out way too soon. Our assurance is that He sees and holds the future and He will be faithful to those that are left to carry on. I know you will play a role in ministering to her greatest legacy...her children. I am praying for them and for you as you walk with them these days ahead.

Leah Robinson said...

Erika: I'm so sorry for your loss - sounds like she was a beautiful Christian mom, and your tribute to her was very lovely. I will be praying for the school community.