It doesn't matter really. It isn't even of importance in the long run but it is one of those things that has just blown my mind, and I have to write about it.
Ok. So, I wasn't the type to date much. I wasn't a real looker. Most guys liked me as a friend and mainly wanted to meet my friends that were girls and date them...not me. It wasn't until my sweet hubby that someone actually like me for me. We are still trying to have him diagnosed, not sure why he would want to get on such a crazy ride that is me!
This is not my point. My point is I had a crazy low self esteem before I met my betrothed. Anytime I would like a guy they would not like me back. There were two cases in particular that really did a number on my ego. Guess what!!!??? I just found out they are both GAY!!!!
Do you know how exciting this is? Ok. Maybe not but it is to me. It makes me feel better in some weird way! As if I was not a troll back then. I was just barking up the wrong tree!
I do realize how silly this sounds but I just can't explain it. It doesn't change anything really it just answers so long buried questions of self doubt and loathing!
I'm gonna stop now because I realize how dumb this must sound to you...All I have to say is...
YAY! They were Gay!!
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